I feel like a huge fake. I don’t even look anorexic. Do you know how embarrassing that is? To be suffering so much and nobody can even see it just by looking at you. And when people do find out, they are secretly shocked because, really, I don’t look anorexic. I know I’m always saying how Anorexia is a mental illness but there’s nothing worse than being diagnosed with it, and not looking like I should.
What have I done?
I just broken own tonight and told my best friend how I think about killing myself pretty much everyday and that I wasn’t sure if I would be able to hold on much longer. And now she says she has to speak to my parents as its “the best thing for me”
It’ll just make things so much worse……..
